Mistake in previous post

Dear Blog,

I think the previous post I made about her not having any more warmth for me is wrong, she was just being very formal for a brief amount of time.. because she felt that I perhaps did not want her-- which is understandable, one would be shattered to hear such implications from the one they want, so I don't blame her. However, this was not really the case, but rather a sense of distraught within me, and I was merely pointing out some concerns, which she herself acknowledged and recognized as shortcomings. I wanted to let her know that there are some things in her conduct that I personally do not see myself being happy with on a regular basis and cannot live with... I am only human, and this must be understandable to any living human. I made clear to her that she is not doing these things purpsosefully nor to be malicious, but perhaps are her natural tendancies. I now think this may be not trie.. I'm beginning to believe that she wants to be that ultimate person that not only I, but her contemporaries, look up to and say "she is truly a perfect and sincere human being", and this in itself is wonderful, as it shows her willingness to work on what both she and I see as shortcomings.

I'm already beginning to see how things are changing for the good.. of course I myself have many shortcomings, and if she were to point them out to me... I'd consider them..

-m